in the face.

lord, i will not retreat. after, crying all day and finally realizing how to come to live the life that makes me happy all the time. i will not turn away from this, i will not turn away from you. i want to thank you for giving me today, i really want to thank you for giving me everything. when i look back, i can not even begin to count or explain all of the things in my life that i once took for granted. i thought that those things just happened. lord, i now know that all of that was you. you and your grace. you control everything and i know that i knew that in the past but today i acknowledge and thank you for it. i thank you for everything that has happened today and for all those that you put in my path this morning. i thank you for keeping my family and i safe. and lord, i ask that from here on, i learn so much more and i pray that i will realize so much more and continue to grow in you. this is it. there is no turning back. love you.